Its all over rated

Idk about anyone else but I'm so over being pregnant... I have talked to ppl and apparently I'm not the only one who hates being pregant but I'm so ready to be done... I can't stand it...I love that she moves but it drives me fucking nuts...I'm def not ready nor do I want to be a mom and everyone keeps saying I'll feel different once she's here and I seriously hope so because I love babies but the kind you can hand back to your friend... I always knew one day I'd be a mom I just never prepared for it to be so early...I'm 26 and I have wanted a family since sixteen but sometimes I'm so worried it's the wrong time.. or that we are not prepared or ready in our relationship for this major change. That are shit isn't together enough to take care of a child when we barely take care of us...I find myself so irritated w him and disappointed in myself all the time... I miss looking in the mirror and knowing exactly who I am instead now I look at myself and wonder where I've gone... I don't know who I am as a mom... does it go away that feeling??!!