Thought i was better

Lost my baby last week after they told us she was very sick. Havent gotten CVS results back yet. Started work again Monday and i felt okay you know im distracted at work. Then yesterday something as simple as not getting the right color put in my hair threw me off. I cried the whole way home and lost it again when my husband asled whats wrong i know im sad but im tired of crying. Im so depressed i dont wanna work i dont wanna be around people i just wanna be alone with my thoughts and i know its the worst place to be. Im just shocked i have an appetite. I know we'll get pregnant again but i just want my baby that i had...im so angry and sad..