I'm on my way to work right now. And my boyfriend just left for Florida for 2 weeks this morning. No goodbye, no messages, nothing. He's been distant lately, and really annoying with school. He said "The next time you get a detention, you're bringing yourself to school." Like, he punishes me for doing things I shouldn't be in school. On Thursday, I got a message from my mom and went to check what it was, my teacher caught me and gave me a warning. That's the class my boyfriend and I have together. Afterwards he half playfully and half seriously gave me shit for being on my phone in class. He acts like he's my 3rd parent. Same goes for work, e doesn't like it when I text him while I'm at work, even though I work at a pizza joint and if it's dead, and all the cleaning chores are finished, he still doesn't want me on my phone. It's just been super annoying because that's my choice and personal affair, he needs to butt out. But now he's gone on vacation and I'm gonna miss him like crazy. He won't be here for my birthday or Valentine's Day. 😞 I'm scared he's gonna come back and be like, "Lol since your birthday and Valentine's Day passed, I don't have to do anything." Or even text me on my birthday to say happy birthday. My best friend is being beaten by her dad and I'm trying to figure out how to get help for her, without her getting mad at me. I haven't slept since I found out, (Through another friend. Which is insulting since I'm her best friend, like why wouldn't she tell me first hand?) But she might be coming over tonight so we'll figure something out. I'm stressed about everything. What I want to do for a career, (I want to be an astronaut but...the guidance counselor said I should choose something more realistic. 💔) So it looks like I'm in the path to be an EMT, but it still kind of hurts if people ask if that's what I really want to do. I'm just doing it because it'll provide for me and my boyfriend in the future. And lastly, I can't buy a simple drink in a store without feeling guilty because my mom is pushing me to save for a car when I get my license. It's so stupid, because I'm almost 18 and I have to wait for my drivers license and pay for my own car, while there's 15, and 16 year old sat school who finish drivers Ed, don't have a job, and their parents just hand them a car. I'm suppose to have my period in 3 days, so I'm really counting on that's the reason I'm so stressed about everything.