I finally bought a proper vibrator and I'm so happy.

So I've been masturbating since age 9, but that was always clitoral. Then, I'd say part way through 10th grade (I'm in 11th now), I started to use the back of my electric toothbrush internally. It was kind of a hastle and after a while I really started to want a vibrator. Following my 17th birthday, I started to want one more and casually brought it up to two girl friends of mine (I'm mostly friends with guys) and we went to a store and bought cheap clit bullets and cheap vibrators. The one I got was 5.5" long but that's including the knob that turns it on. It wasn't exactly long enough, and I couldn't really cum from it, plus it was really clear and I only got to use it 4 or 5 times. A few weeks later, a friend of my mom's was talking about vibrators and how there was a good store near us that was very discrete. I had been very embarrassed about all of this stuff until I realized that the majority of women have them, and once you break the "what? I don't masturbate, that's gross!"  Barrier, you learn that a lot of women are very open to talk. We want to the store and I purchased a Minna Limon (another clit vibrator) it makes me get really wet and cum pretty easily. But I still wanted internal pleasure. So a few months later I decided that I did want to go for the internal one. I bought a LELO Ina wave, and OMFG! It basically fingers you and I've had a great time with it so far. The bottom line is that people know that you need to get off, and frankly, no one gives a fuck if you need to go buy a vibrator--as embarrassing as it may seem.