PTSD?
Not sure where to post this, but I needed some insight from another person.
My mom passed almost 2 years ago from lung cancer. I was 19 at the time. I hardly understood any of it. To this day I still ask why and I still try and bargain and tell myself if I had done this, she'd still be here. Honestly, her "death rattle" has scarred me. When I hear it, which isn't often...I break down. It brings back strong memories. Fastforward to today, my fiancee's dad is about to pass away due to a blood clot in his brain and heart. It's bringing back a lot of pain and stress and anxiety. We've only admitted him a couple days ago and I am already at my wits end. I don't want to be so weak bc I am trying to be there for my fiancée but it reminded me of my mom. He's even in the exact same ICU room as her two years ago. That's no coincidence is it. I wasn't too close to his dad but I feel more for what my fiancée will be experiencing after the loss. I have no idea what to do anymore. I just cannot deal with death the same anymore.
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