Never thought I'd be here
So here I am 33 and 8 months pregnant. This is my first time pregnant. It's been rough. My SO drank excessively during the first trimester. He attempted suicide by putting a loaded shot gun to his head in front of me, stayed in a hospital where they deteremined he needed therapy for his unhealthy relationship with alcohol. He went for a few weeks then quit going. He was laid off (oil and gas industry) unemployed for months. He quit drinking while he wasn't working.
He finally accepted a position with a previous employer. Now that he's working, he's drinking. It started out slow but is out of hand.
He said he was going Valentine's Day shopping for me. He posted a picture of himself at the bar on FB. I'm irritated but I try. We were about to leave for dinner. He asked if I planned on wearing "that rachety jacket." Not much fits me, I feel like a whale, why make a shitty comment? I cried and was done.
He walked out to the bar at 7pm. He didn't come home all night which isn't like him. I woke up, thinking he'd show up any minute. By 11am, I was worried. His sister and best friend came over. No one had heard from him. His phone was off. Not in jail or the hospital. We walked the local bars by the house. No one had seen or heard from him. We found him drunk on the couch wearing some girls sunglasses at 2pm. His mom states she think he was at his ex gf's house. He wouldn't answer me when I asked. I told him to pack his bag and leave. I need time.
He now says he doesn't want to be a part of our daughters life. We aren't this couple. He wanted this baby. We were so in love. I can't believe he spent the night with some girl. Such a shitty Valentine's Day. 34 weeks 5 days and he goes out all night drinking and ignoring my calls, while he's having fun with his ex or worse some random girl.
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