Bad valentines night.

I had bought some lingerie Just to make our Valentine's Day special. And he initiated our sexy time and everything. And foreplay happened and you know the main event was about to start and he kept slipping out, which rarely ever happens. And he kept saying we didn't have to if I didn't want to. And I kept saying I did. And I told him we could try a different positions so that he wouldn't slip out. And just as me start making out again and he goes to put it in he says "I'm not going to lie, my focus isn't all here. Maybe we can do it again next weekend." And then gets off of me and goes to put his clothes on. He tells me he's stressed about school and work. And I understand I can't help that. But if he wasn't feeling it he didn't have to lead me on. Needless to say I felt unwanted. It sort of ruined our Valentine's weekend together. I didn't want him knowing that, but I bought this really expensive thing of lingerie thinking he'd like it. He was fine until I got on top of him... 

Maybe it was really me? And not him?

I've been slightly upset since Saturday, because the whole day before hand he was talking about it and teasing and all. And then we get to it and he's just not in it. 

I just wish he didn't lead me on.