I had my first

I had my first miscarriage (and frist pregnancy) on the first of this month. As I feel like I've gotten over the day to day sadness now I still have a hard time coming on glow. I am so happy for everyone who is getting that exciting news it just saddens me that I'm not experiencing those moments right now ( because I feel like I should be). I know God has our back and I'll bless us again soon. I think having that waiting period till we can try again is the hardest part...my husband was of course upset but naturally doesn't hold on to the same emotions as I do considering he had less then a day to even process the pregnancy.