I feel like I have every right to be pissed off....

So, while I was working on arranging a sitter for our dogs during the hospitalization, my husband informed me that he doesn't plan on staying at the hospital with us 24/7 after the birth.

Well, frankly, I'm furious about it. I'm going in for a scheduled cesarean on April 25. It's a major surgery. I'm going to need a little help with our little squish, especially since I won't be able to get out of the stupid bed for HOURS.

I feel like he should want to stay with us until we get to go home. But no, he has convinced himself that it is okay for him to come home and sleep so he can be comfortable.

That's a joke. Right?! Because in the mean time, while I'm recovering from surgery, I will be the only one there to console our baby. How much will I likely get to sleep? As long as he is rested, all is well. Pfft.

I'm just so mad.... like, it's expected that daddy gets to stay at the hospital too. I don't want to have to call on the nurses for help with OUR kid.... when he should be there to offer help. Ugh.