Depression and saying hurtful things?

Has anyone ever experienced depression so bad that they became angry, enraged, and irritable causing them to say extremely hurtful things to their spouse or family member? I know this seems awful, but I have been in a deep depression lately and I have become the worst person ever. I end up treating those I love so awful and I hate myself afterwards. I can't even believe I would say some of the things I did. I was completely out of control and couldn't stop... Can anyone else relate? 😕