Loss at 10 weeks and devastated

Julie
Just went to the dr for our 10 weeks check up thinking everything was fine. Turns out there's no heartbeat. D&c will be scheduled for tomorrow. Riding the waves of emotions right now and just mourning so much. The excitement of telling people in just 2 weeks, the new baby at Christmas, a growing baby bump. Just such a loss. Not to mention the anger I feel. Just sucks. That's the only way I can describe it. Sucks. Love to all experiencing this Loss. May we be blessed in the future with beautiful babies.