Losing hope

Is something wrong with me? Trying for months and no pregnancy yet seems like everyone around me are having babies or getting pregnant including my best friend also my cousin who made the choice of abortion and here I am just devastated I've had crazy symptoms I thought for sure I was pregnant but no so my love and I are making doctors appointments to make sure everything is ok  🙏🏽🙌🏼 my last pregnancy ended in still birth almost 5years ago really praying for my rainbow 🌈  here are my  two very handsome men I'd be lost without them ❤️🌎🌞🍀