I've always thought that I would LOVE being pregnant and that I would look so cute but I am the most self conscious I've ever been in my life. I work closely with another pregnant lately at work and she's 3 weeks further and having a girl. I'm having a boy and at 6 months he's sitting extremely low on me. Co workers that don't know me well, since I'm new, ask if I'm pregnant or just fat. I had a melt down yesterday while trying to find new clothes because leggings just aren't doing it for me anymore. I'm at this point where I can't really where anything loose because then it's a question whether I'm pregnant or not but it's hard to find modest form fitting shirts. I'm small framed in general so maternity is way to big on me. Now that summer is approaching I see nothing but booty shorts and bandeaus (as if that's considered clothing?) I felt like everyone was staring at me in every store I went to as if I shouldn't be in there. I'm in my 20s so no I'm not going to resort to a moomoo just because I'm pregnant. I still want to be fashionable with drying out my wallet but it's been so hard. Then my fiancé handed me my old phone and I started going through it and found old work out pics of me and that's when I finally reached my all time low. I'd love to work out but just walking drains the life out of me. I just want to feel good about myself every once in a while again

A couple months before getting pregnant 😢