Just a little venting and mini-meltdown

Sorry if this is long and don't feel obligated to read the whole thing. Just want to vent a little.

I'm huge on keeping a budget and everything in line especially since my maternity leave is unpaid.... my fiance spends like 25 a day on food even though I send him with leftovers every day.. we also both have a dunkin/starbucks problem. But after today I'm don't buying stuff everyday and just moving to brewing my own. Now part two of my melt down.. my mom insisted on going to BJs (similar to Sams club) to buy all the main stuff for my baby shower. I pretty much had to fight with my mom our entire trip trying to tell her it would be cheaper to buy stuff elsewwhere.. but no she gets what she wants and now I have like nothing in my checking to last til pay day because I had to cover the difference of whatever my mom couldn't pay.. (she's tight on money due to my dad's pension not kicki bc in yet and we are tight on money due to being smart and saving for baby ) I'm so irritated and frustrated. She has to make stupid comments like we'll just return it all then or why do you have to have a shower now.. fine cancel it I honestly don't care anymore. I'm so freaking frustrated and done. I just want to curl up in a ball, cry and go to bed. Gahhhhh 😭😟😣😡😧