I...just don't know. This is SOO very hard!

Jessica • Pastry Chef! Looking forward to meeting my 🌈 👶🏾, after 2 miscarriages. Dec ‘18!
This morning I lost my little Cookie at roughly 6 weeks. I'm just hurting so very bad; I've never experienced such sadness before and people who have not gone through such a thing just don't understand. My mother in law has been so insensitive, and while I KNOW FOR A FACT that she means no harm, it still just stings when she says things like "well, this just wasn't your time" or "you'll get over it soon enough"....it just kills me! I know how she is so I just try to ignore it, but Jeeze this is just so hard when it's so fresh. My husband and I weren't trying but we weren't preventing, so when we found out we were oh so happy! All we ever wanted was to be parents. We are hopeful for the future...but at this point, I just want to get through the next couple of days without having a major breakdown. Please pray for me!