I really need a friend rn

Ok I posted else where but honestly my love is asleep it's late and I am really freaking out, what I thought may be implantation bleeding two days turning into intense pain. And my periods are never a bother that much really. It's a insane feeling that makes me sound crazy if I go into detail but I can also feel heart beat so fast and just need someone to chill me the fuck out cuz I have anxiety and can't do this...I've felt weird since the brownish blood but I just keep feeling weirder and weirder idk what to think UPDATE I am starting to wonder that (if this is the implantation) if there is more than one egg cause of how intense it feels doesn't seem logical. Heard stories similar but idk this seems unreal. So please just idk calm me down