I feel crazy. This is my 3rd pregnancy and 3rd boy. I am 20 weeks and 6 days I think. 4 years ago. My first pregnancy. We lost the baby at 24 weeks. We never got a reason. Baby was genetically and anatomically perfect per the autopsy and the couldn't give us a reason. One day he was moving like crazy the next day he was gone. We had my son the following year with pretty identically due dates. The anniversary is a month from now.. and all of the fear and anxiety and nightmares of this whole thing are creeping uo. I'm so afraid to be attached to this baby now. Sorry needed to put this somwhere.