Does anyone else feel as tho they lost more than an "embryo" or "fetus"? I feel as tho I truly lost a child. I never thought I would feel like this. I thought I would be sad of course but I thought it would be only a few days of sadness but I have officially fallen into a depression and I don't know to think or feel anymore. I'm lashing out and I don't know what to do. I've gone thru severe depression before but this is different for me because I know the cause, which I didn't when I sufferered thru it before. I go back and forth from wanting to try again (when I'm given the go ahead) to not wanting to try again at all. Not only because I'm affraid of feeling like this again but because I don't know that I will ever feel better after this and be able to be there the way a new baby will need. Does anyone have any similar feelings at all? Am I crazy? My D&C was Friday, I found out about the loss last Tuesday. This is my second loss, first one was natural at 5 weeks in December  and this one I found out at 11 weeks that I lost the baby at 7 and a half weeks. I was sad with the first but no where near like what I am feeling now. Sorry for the long post and thank you to anyone who took the time to read and/or reply ❤️