First gyno appointment vent

This is pretty funny tbh. I'm 19 first time going today and I left immediately I started screaming when she brought out the metal tool. I have very bad anxiety especially with doctors I don't like being touched. I was never a fan of needles as a kid or the blood pressure I screamed at that too. So I put my clothes on and left don't plan on going back. My boyfriend felt bad so he got me a large dunkin iced coffee 🙂