I am an emotional wreck.

I feel like I'm getting overwhelmed with everything at home and then my husband tells me about all the shit he's dealing with at work and then I worry about him because I just want him to be alright and not have to worry about things. But then at the same time i'm worried about how our first son is going to be treated from my husband's family once the new baby is here. Our first born isn't biologically my husband's son. (we were broken up at the time that I got pregnant but he accepted him nyway and has raised him as his own). Before we got pregnant with our second child he was accepted and everything by my husband's family but now that I'm pregnant with our second child its like he is getting treated differently already. I just don't want him to get treated like he isn't part of the family because he isn't technically blood and the new baby will be. My husband tells me I'm overreacting but I feel like I have a right to get worried and get nervous and if anything he should support me a little bit instead of trying to make it seem like I'm in the wrong for feeling this way.

I mean his mom is doing all of this stuff for the new baby and even came up with her own nickname for him that only she is allowed to call him but never did that for our first son and now she barely even calls him her grandson but I'm supposed to be ok with all of this. I just don't know what to do anymore. When I try not to stress out about things then something else happens that gets me stressed out.

Sorry for it being so long and thank you to anyone that actually read this. I just needed to rant and get things out. Sorry again.