😢 fertility clinic visit ... How I can get my head round it 😢😢

When to fertility clinics and been diagnosed I am on verge off menopause in 33 my ovaries are in stage off 48 year old woman and space off 3 months I lost 50% off my egg again so I am on 2 instead 5.7 😟😫😢😢 doctor said IVF won't help me neither just has to wait for hot flushes start and he said will have go on HRT ... No babies for me then 😢😢 how can I get my head round it 😔😔