I've been trying to wake up every morning with a positive attitude but it's getting so hard. I'm in pain and unbelievably uncomfortable all the time due to a very large Degenerating fibroid in my birth canal. And the bigger she gets the more pain I'm in.  The medication helps but most of the time makes me so nauseous that idk if it's the fact that now my mind isn't focused on the pain it's focusing on not throwing up. I kept saying once she's born it will be better but the truth is once she is born I'm gonna be dealing with a whole different bunch of hurtles, more pain from the c section and more stress for awhile. I'm really starting to loose faith that I'm gonna get through this I'm so tired and so sick of being in pain 😥 im having a very hard time seeing any light or any end of a tunnel right now 😢