I'm sorry to post this...
Hello. 💗
I've had two previous losses and this is it for us. This baby is our last shot due to fertility treatments running out. I also think it's the end of the road because I can't keep going because the anxiety and stress is too much to bear.
I'm posting this because I do understand. I've been in the shoes of people who have lost their babies. I've gone through the bleeding and the contractions and agony not to mention the bed ridden depression after. But right now, when I'm almost ten weeks and my symptoms are disappearing and worrying me I don't want to read "I'm out, it's over, goodbye."
I want to read posts where people say. "It's all okay." I want to hear happy news and see only the good stuff.
I'm not naive. I know miscarriage isn't rare, and it shouldnt be stigma. No one should have to hide their pain.
What I'm trying to say is that those posts scare the shit out of me. They fill me with dread and I end up mourning all over again.
I'm so sorry if you've just miscarried. I am so so damn pissed about it, because it's a cruel and unnecessary part of life. I hate it and I hate how our bodies do these things to us.
I hate how I've had to endure six years of crippling infertility and ten sickly rounds of drugs, 100 injections in to my stomach and countless painful investigations and surgeries.
I'm not posting this to hurt anyone. I'm posting it because I'm trying to protect myself. 💐
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