Depressed :/

I don't care about my birthday (april 23rd) tbh im struggling, minimum wage job, no car, no apartment, and im almost 19. I cant lie I get jealous of people doing better than me, people my age driving nice cars as im just sitting in work making 8.25 a hour, walking/taking the bus barely have money to take the bus, dont make enough for rent or to feed myself for two weeks let alone a baby. and i hate asking ppl for help. Im depressed, sometimes i just wish i was dead :/ nobody will give me a chance all the jobs ive applied for, i cant work for much longer, I just want ppl to be greatful for what they have cause its always somebody worse off than you.