Step kids

Their father and I just had a baby just about a month ago and they have been so good and excited about their new baby sister, but me... I sometimes feel like I just wish it was the three of us. I feel so guilty and bad about feeling this way! I love these kids and I do not want to make them feel like baby comes before them or that I don't want them around, but the love I have for my daughter is just second to none- something I couldn't have predicted how intense it would be. I'm trying hard to give them as much attention as I can when they are with us buy a part of me just wants to be with my baby and boyfriend all the time. I feel like a horrible person!