Am i wrong?

So me and hubby have been ttc for about 3 years. Today i am having a horrible day. All i keep doing is crying and breaking down, i feel so weak. He is at a friends house watching boxing and i feel like i need him here for me emotionally. He keeps saying he is here for me but i feel like he should physically be here for me while i am down and out. Am i wrong to want him here or is he wrong to not be here for me right now? 😞