pissed off

so I knew I was getting a new nurse today but I thought my anatomy scan was today and it wasn't and I'm really upset because I wanted to see the baby and my doctor is an idiot and I've been so happy this whole time I haven't had to deal with her because she doesn't see patients I guess until she has to so the nurse I had today wasnt good now she's weird she doesn't know how to conversate and the f****** appointment went by so fast my head is spinning they have my blood typed wrong they're talking about I haven't had some type of shots that I'm going to have to get some type of shots at 28 weeks I was so mad that I didn't correct her about anything and now I feel dumb and I'm outside sitting in my car crying in front of the f****** doctors office honestly we could have had that appointment over the phone and why did you not do my anatomy scan talking about how they haven't called you no dummy UC MyChart you see I'm 20 weeks like why would you not do it talking about everything looks good you don't know what the f*** he looks like. Now all I can do is pray to God that everything is okay with my son because I had terrible nightmares about something being wrong and they're waiting so long to do this damn Anatomy scan I just feel like something is really going to be wrong and these m************ are gonna wait too late to catch it now what am I going to do.