Soooo over it

Anyone else suffering from horrible heartburn, back pain, and Braxton hicks?! I feel like my body is failing me. I haven't slept in days because of the heartburn and I have tried everything. It's so painful that I feel like I'm having s heart attack. Then I can't breathe which sends me into An anxiety attack. Not fun. I'm just over all of it. I was violently ill the first 4.5 months of pregnancy and hospitalized multiple times. Why can't my body do this properly?! It's very depressing and all I want to do is lay in the fetal position and cry. Never been so emotionally and physically drained in my life. 😩😩😩😩😩