GUYS SUCK

okay so I've "loved" this guy for like 1.5 years now but we're always on and off except my feelings have never gone away. well around two weeks ago I dated this amazing guy I don't want to get out of my life but he always brings up how "I hurt him" and that he's in " a million pieces" and that I lied even tho I didn't I did have feelings for him. and honestly I don't know what to do bc I want him to stay in my life. and the other guy idk if I should go for it AGAIN or not. I just need help that is from people i don't know.