😔💭 why not

I'm used to receiving oral sex from my ex which was my 1st bf and he did a LOVELY job at it every time. Toes curled ; leg shaking and all. I miss it but now I got a new boo and the other day he gave me oral for the first time n it was just ok. But every time I kiss him he licks my lip As if he was giving me oral so I know he wants to. He makes nasty comments about him giving me oral 🙇🏾💭 I feel like the first time he wasn't sure if I wanted him to do it or anything