Beastfeeding and wanting to kill father!! 😒😒😒

So I'm a first time mom and I absolutely love my baby I wouldn't change it for the world! So I want to breadtfeed bc it's so beneficial for him....but I'm starting to struggle a lil with how non active his father is with him...like laying next to him at night and I only had 2 hrs of sleep and he's sound asleep or wants to tell me maybe he needs his diaper changed! I just want to drop kick him...I understand he really can't do a lot but I wish he did more...like last night he went out and was talking about going out tonight and I'm just looking at him like our son is literally a week old just chill with me and him! So I get so frustrated when my lil man cluster feeds or just won't sleep that I start to cry but it's honestly not at him it's bc I just wish his dad did more... Any advice anybody!?