Why do I even bother? Feeling discouraged! :(

So me and my husband were talking about trying for baby #2. Were both excited and everything but it seems to when it comes to trying He doesn't want to. He tells me that getting on this app is obessing. I mean we've seriously talked about trying getting baby stuff, etc. I even explained to him that it's most important to try in my fertile window and explained its a better chance to concieve. Which has already started. But it just seems like he wants to make it look like he's serious but he's not. So I don't know what to do. It just seems like I'm wasting my time trying......

:( I'm just really discouraged. :( it really hurts my feelings