Sad rant....

Sometimes my husband just acts like I'm not even here. He doesn't kiss me or hug me whine he comes home from work. He barely kisses me bye in the morning. And that usually after I make him give me one. He doesn't ever say I love you or I miss you first to me. I feel so invisible. I'm a stay at home mom of our three kids. We just had one a week ago. I feel so unappreciated and unloved and taken for granted. I just feel like I'm never gonna be good enough. I cook and clean and take care of the kids by myself. I feel like a single mom. I just want to feel loved again. Ever since I got pregnant he's been this way and getting pregnant was his idea. He begged me to come off my birth control so we could have a baby. I have a son and he has a son by someone else. So this newborn we have is our first together. I just don't know what to do. He hasn't even touched me at all sinc whe got home today. Not even like a brush up against me or anything. I just wanna cry all the time. 😩