I had the abortion yesterday morning

It took me a couple of days to really think about it and decide I just couldn't go on with the pregnancy I have no job or money I am barely hanging on with my five year old I'm not with my boyfriend anymore I moved out of his house I never thought I would see the day that I was going to leave him I couldn't take it anymore I was basically his dog I do hope that God will forgive me one day for what I have done I was 6 weeks I am recovering right now I'm starting to get a fever I've been over-thinking things do I regretted of course I do but it's already done and there is no more turning back like I said in my other post I had a lot of reasons why to do this I think he might of gave me an STD being pregnant with an STD is no joke he has ruined my life now I slowly have to build it up back find a job and eventually get my own place I'm 23 so hopefully I have some time to put my life together for all of you mommies to be I wish you a very good luck and if you have your boyfriend or husband by your side you are very lucky it's very hard to find something like that now in days .