Abortion

Im pretty sure I'm pregnant. I'm 20 and my boyfriend is 24. We have been together for 2 years and have known each other for 7. I'm thinking about abortion because we aren't in the situation to have a child right now but I also don't know how I will deal with the guilt of killing a living being that we created. He wants me to get a abortion and always has every time we have had a pregnancy scare in the past. He wants kids in the future just not now.