Christian groups

I M finding all these Christian groups and I'm so excited. Not sure if this one is still active but I'm 22 been married for a year and half. Started TTC last year August had a MC at 7 weeks in September and begun trying for rainbow in November. I suspect I had a CP in December and ever since I been off and on with actively trying IV been told trust God and I would attempt to trust him for a cycle and end up with a bfn and will get so mad with God and fight for control again, fight to get pregnant the next cycle by my own effort. Needless to say it's not happened yet by own effort and honestly I think this time I have to leave it up to him. I'm learning to believe that he does love me and he does want my husband and I to be parents, and that he will not give me rocks instead of bread as my father. So yeah, its all you now God.

That being said, Iv been so encouraged just reading all the scriptures you guys put up and I'm looking forward to announcing that God has come through for us with our BFP