Cant stop crying!

Hey ladies so I'm 35 weeks pregnant and I just can't stop crying idk what's wrong with me I'm. So overwhelmed I guess it's finally hitting me that I'm doing this alone and that I have no partner and that I went through my whole pregnancy alone. Just typing this makes me want to cry. Mind, I made the decision to have my baby alone I pushed him away also. But now i just don't under stand what's wrong I can't leave my bed.