22ks cerclage and water broke 2days ago

Left the hospital I was admitted to bc they were making way too many mistakes. I was there for 4 days and the trash cans in my room were over flowing onto the floor. No one cleaned my room or bathroom. They gave me the wrong dosage of steroids and molded food. Refused any further treatment and was taking to another hospital only to get admitted and told that they don't offer resuscitation at 22wks. I am heartbroken and it seems as if there is nothing I can do no matter how hard I try. Preparing myself to say goodbye💔