8 months and counting ...

Not posted in a while as I've not had much to post about. Still no baby, it's getting really emotional now to the point even my other half who doesn't let anything bother him is now bothered. I've don't the whole OPKs and temp charting either I'm doing it wrong or something is wrong. However saying that I've had blood tests to check hormone levels first time round it was just below average and second time I had high levels. Doctors aren't really helpful or supportive keep telling me they won't do any further checks u til 1.5 year of TTC !!! Every month I've convinced myself I am until AF shows and then get down for a whole week. It's so hard not to think about it and not to stress but I really can't help it. I feel myself giving up hope 😔