I'm just venting about my BFN

I was so anxious to test today even though I knew I would get a BFN. I'm 8 dpo and I know it's possible to get false negatives but it's also possible to get a true false. I took the 6 days early first response and it came back negative and so I'm just a wweeeeeee bit in my feelings. So I've decided to go get myself something nice after work and eat like a pig all day just to make myself feel better. Have a great day ladies.