I suck at staying at jobs. It makes me kinda hate myself

My average time at a job is 4 to 6 months. I've had two jobs that I've stayed at for a year. *first job was at 17 im 23 now. Typicly I either get super depressed or get frustrated at managment for treating me or co-workers and in same cases customers like shit. I'm sure that me having depression and anxiety that's at its worst when I feel trapped physically or mentally doesn't help.

I was not by the entepenurial bug young but only perused it once when I did social media managment on the side with a part time job one summer when I was 19. I know I should peruse it more but I feel guilty.

Idk of I'm just broken and fucked up or if I'm just fighting my nature of being independent of cultural standards and earning my own money from being an entrepreneur.

Either way it makes me hate myself for not "fitting" like everyone else. But at the same time I tend to give zero shots about weather I fit or not. But not when it comes to my job history.