One of my worst fears came true today.

When I found out I was pregnant I wanted to have the baby. Due to circumstances I ended up having an abortion. It was devastating. The father had wanted the baby as well but was determined that having it wasn't right and brought up abortion and why we should make that choice.

I was worried one day he would say he thought we had made a mistake....

And today he did.

I am heartbroken all over again.