Please excuse My rant...my baby girl does not want to come out on her own :(

So I'm 39 weeks and 4 days prego...I'm am so discouraged! I'm close to throwing in the towel to getting induced (mostly likely a C-Section). I was overdue for my 1st baby and had to get a C-Section because she wasn't coming. Looks like I will be getting another C-section with the 2nd. I just came from the doctor today and and my doctor tells me that I haven't dialated AND my baby is expected to be over 9lbs!! 😩 What!! I have to push out a 9lb+ baby!!! I can't wait to meet my princess but I feel so miserable and defeated. Every time someone texts or calls me to ask me If she is here yet I get snappy! ...if we are close family/friends then you would def know!!! I just forward memes now! Smh lol Turning into an #AngryPregnantWoman 😔 anyone else feeling this way?!