I usually don't do this  but I feel like I can't talk to anyone I know for fear of judgement and gossip. I'm looking for advice or maybe just to hear that others have been through the same.  My husband and I are expecting our first child in a few months and just celebrated our first wedding anniversary.  We bought a house 6 months ago that requires a lot of fixing upping. We are struggling a bit financially as I don't make much and he is in jeopardy of being laid off. We have been fighting on and off since we bought the house. It's been hard.  I'm trying to nest and he's trying to relax when he's not at work. Instead of work on house.  We don't have any money to spend on renovations but even the simplest/cheap or free tasks just go undone for weeks. I really want the house to feel like a home and it's hard with no paint on the walls.  He told me if he gets laid off we might need to sell our house. Of course I start to cry and he got mad that I cried instead of being suppotive. He's been snapping on me and very high strung lately. We never experienced stress like this and I've never seen him like this. It's a bad combo bc I'm super emotional being preg and he's completely stressed over financial burdens. Now I'm starting to worry about our relationship and if we will survive. I just keep thinking about our little baby and how I never pictured this to happen. I can't believe as soon as I get preg we start fighting and having a hard time. I'm worried we won't make it with all this fighting. Divorce has been thrown out there in fights but then taken back when calmed down. I'm devastated this is even coming up. I don't even know what I'm looking for. Really need to talk about it but have no one to talk to.