Mixed Emotions

I couldn't find a specific category for this, but I don't know why I'm hesitant to be pregnant. I want to be a mom, but I think that because I know pain most definitely will be present during random parts of my pregnancy and I suck when it comes to physical pain. I think I'm also scared that my period will change a lot. I had to get on Nora Be just so I can have shorter and less painful periods and if that changes It would suck. I don't care what others or what my family will say because I'm 20, I am an adult and I take care of my business. I have this nervous feeling before you go on a roller coaster.