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Boy trouble I need help!!!!!

T_Thugga22 • I'm a hustler baby I sell water to a well💋
I know I'm being selfish about the situation but I can't help it... I love him ! I've known this guy for a while now and a couple days before I met him I was going through a lot we didn't hear from my sister for 2 months we later found out she was in the hospital, my dad was facing jail time for a crime he didn't even commit 13 years ago I was losing friends I remember praying to god asking him for the strength to get me through this I needed hope something I could hold onto to. About 3 days later we got this new kid at my school i instantly noticed him something deep down in me just said you have to get to know him ! Ok his second day I talked to him and it didn't even take me 5 minutes to develop a crush lol. Well things were good we both liked each other. We started to get to know each other and we had so much in common but I was to scared to open up to him because I'm not allowed to talk about my past but I wanted to so bad. Fast forward 4 months later and be told me he probably has to move with his dad(Btw his parents are divorced) I didn't really think much of it until summer started and I noticed he would be with his dad all the time his dad lives in North Carolina. Then Sunday he said he made up his mind and he wants to live with his dad because all his friends live there I totally understand that but I'm so hurt. I tried to prepare myself just In case he did actually did leave and everytime I would think that I'll be okay without him and would randomly send me "you're so beautiful" texts or "today you looked really pretty" and it would just draw me back to him. Fast forward to today I have 11 days to convince him to stay here. Apart of me wants him to stay and the other part wants me to let him go the last thing I would want is to hold him back. I'm trying so hard to get over him but I can't help but think he's like an angel God sent me. Apart of me wants to pour my heart out to him and tell him everything I've ever wanted to tell him but I don't want him to stay because of me I want him to stay because he's truly happy here. Idk what to do ☹️ I need your opinions. I feel so stupid this boy has me rapped around his finger he could literally tell me to jump and I'll say how high. I blew off so many guys just for him. I'm sitting in bed reminiscing on the pictures we took the first words I said to him I'm reading all the texts he sent me. I'm just scared if I don't tell him what I wanna tell him that I'll regret it so much later. Ugh why is this so hard ?

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