Gave baby up for adoption, hospital won't move me off of postpartum floor!!

This is like a punch in the gut, I don't want to see and smell sweet babies every time someone opens my door. I wanna be with the regular people, where the flipping candy stripers won't come in selling me baby souvenirs and everyone I see congratulating me. Move me to the regular ward, so I can tell everyone I had a tummy tuck, not a cesarean!

They will not move me. Says this is where I will receive the best care, truth is , nurses are rude to me for my decision.