Losing friends and beyond depressed:/

Bella
So to start I suffer from severe anxiety and depression and I have all my life... I've never had a large group of friends....I get along with many people and have a lot of accaintences but I never saw the point in having a ton of close friends..I've always had a few true friends but it seems like lately I've been finding them to be toxic, catty, gossipy, and just mean. I've cut most of them out of my life for that reason but I'm just started to feel beyond sad and hopeless about having vertically no friends left except my man. 
I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else can relate? Any advice to cope, my SO and I are moving to another state soon so now I'm just waiting for my fresh start:/ 
Sorry for the venting and the long post I just feel so alone