rant warning

I am fucking disgusted. I just found messages between my mom and her coworker talking about 'stuff' and I am so fucking pissed. i live with her and her wonderful boyfriend. he's provided so much for us. I wouldn't have most of the things today if it wasn't for him and my mom being the disgusting weasel she is, cheats on her boyfriend. I am so scared I'll lose everything. and by everything I mean my room, this house and her boyfriend. he is like a dad to me, puts up with my shit, and I am so god damn grateful for him. I hate my mother so god damn much. I wish she'd just drop dead and burn in hell.