Dreams of what could be ?

Amber • Officially a momma to a beautiful baby boy and 3 pups 🐶 💚👩🏻‍🍼👶🏻
Ive said I wouldn't test or track anymore cause honestly I'm tired of disappointment since our miscarraige..
But the past couple of days I've been having these crazy dreams this week. I have one dream where I'm home with a baby and he's literally the size of a Barbie doll. Then another when I'm looking at a male child ,like a mother would , and questioning if it will have the same hair as my SO.  No matter what the dream this week it's always been boys, and it's worry some since he varies in size and his look changes from semi skeletal premie to healthy .
Now to take it back a few months to May. My first ovulation after my MC I was out of town while the SO stayed behind. That week I only dreamt of red vision and infant girls .again with the premie to healthy child look, but her face was so clear it was as though I was reading a legible book . 
I'm officially late today(14dpo)  but I'm trying not to test since I only got a BFP at 19dpo, but this is super frustrating to be patient. Maybe that's the lesson? Patience ? 

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